Unrequited Friends

Friendly hand offered

Keeping that her choice 

Long before did we met 

Barely had noticed then 

Be it an hour or two

Without much chaos it went through

Wholesome smile I liked to call 

Which her face each day hold  

When immersed in my job 

She made sure to interrupt 

One or two  rounds

Soon the last day ,the last time

The univited one waved a bye 

We went on ,on separate paths

Even in the same world without

 An encounter.

Coloured it arrived , paled it went

Fully centred towards goal.

Sudden crumble 

Sudden uneasiness

New normalcy crept in ,in every zone  

Though time took much time to calm

World tuned in to tune in life.

Novus life as life forced 

The day soon came to start it over 

As I waited for my turn 

There the rainbow showed up again

I pretended to not know 

Though the masked half failed to hid

short was this too as,

 less thought went in too

Frequent encounters futile  attempts 

All I ignored, my matured self.

'Mansil ' my only mate  

Turning stoned the rest of my self 

But....

Look now where have I reached

The same state the same stage 

Which I never wanted to repeat .

I let it go and lend my hand 

Did hold on or my thoughts deceived 

Time would say or it wouldn't

Sure is me hurting inside 

 (Matured self speaks again)that friendly hand i gave 

To hold on is her choice...